My head hurts so much, and the somatic memories are making it bad...bad things are happening inside and I cant stop them from coming out..they wont go back in the same way they get bigger out here....where I have to talk them thru and feel the pain..and then it takes so much to stuff them back inside.cause they are bigger..and the hurts is bigger..when there inside and hidden they are balled up then Therapy brings them out and I WANT THEM BACK IN..please...please...