The white room helps a little bit!! Or any kind of specific but calming mental picture as representing my mind...Like a green field and clear blue sky...

The hotel situation is exhausting. We have to check out every day and be told in the evening we need to go to a different one. I am still not sleeping. I am getting coffee-like-wired and I also have only until Sunday to sort out essay preparation. As well as washing all my clothes and stuff when I do move back into the flat. I think I am actually panicked but somehow gone into a laughing-manically at the madness of it all mode.
I saw the GP and FINALLY they are going to refer me to the mental health centre here. (I moved here in September.) Maybe I need more drugs!

Half an hour till breakfast............