geez I'm gettin' comical about the whole thing at the moment...but to me thats a sign of distress...and I am detaching..but I wonder if I just realised this person is just completely non receptive?

or am I impatient...and I should just love myself even though all my reasoning is so out of touch..but it's ok anyway...

thanku for what you said

I reckon I am safe enough...

the worst happened last week...I don't want to repeat that...getting taken away and all that...

I think I am just questioning my triggers and stuff like that...like perhaps they are not so real enough to hurt me.

but it's all a process yep..right?

it's not comfortable at all...but it's helping to share...

thanku