Hi ~ Some of us have loads of trouble being "happy" or joyful. I've been depressed all of my life -- even as a child. There are chemical imbalances in some of us, and we need help -- and antidepressant very often can help with this. It's been a God-send for me!!! I too felt joyless -- I wasn't happy in ANY situation. I felt numb & empty. But when my doctor put me on an antidepressant, things greatly changed!
Why not talk this over with your doctor? Perhaps he can recommend a good therapist OR prescribe an antidepressant. It's certainly worth talking to him about.
Best of luck & God bless! Please take care of yourself. Hugs, Lee
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