The bigger issue is when I get home tonight, I'll be alone again. and I'm scared. I'll most likely be on here, for most of the night, along with trying to study, to try and keep my mind in a better position then what it is in now. If I need to, I do have a safety net, but I also know he is trying to study as well, I can't bare to take him away from his studies. and that's the problem, I feel like I need a friend, but don't want to distract them from doing what they need to do.

If I can, I"ll try and stay on campus with people around me for most of the day, It's going to be hard to stay in one place all day long.