This past week since then things were going better. Things were going really well. I was thinking, something must have happened and he is coming back to his normal self.
He doesn't know I know, and it is a thing on Twitter which he knows I follow but something has happened and I don't know what it means. I don't know what to think of this. This is a conversation between him and a girl -the girl who he once had a picture of her in her underwear- who is also is talking to on skype but I dont' know how often. And we had a huge fight over it. And I told him NO NUDE PICTURES of girls he talks to.
This girl... I must be honest... is an attention seeker especially from males... I will be polite and not use the words for her that I am thinking, even if she doesn't deserve it. Many guys often request nude photos of her, you can tell she gets a kick out of it. Here's the conversation
TheGirl: So since I am doped up on medicine, @SoAndSo asked for my nudes. I figured I would share them with everyone (link to an overweight girl who is obviously not this girl fully nude and in a pornographic pose.)
husband: @TheGirl Wow wtf... Really!? Not cool.... :/
TheGirl: @husband LOL <3, you clicked it, perv :P
This happened yesterday. I saw this this morning while getting ready for work. I was screaming, litterally, in sever pain all the way to work.... It hurt to see.
I've been thinking about it all day. What does it mean?
A) it is on Twitter, public forum. Not hidden in any way.
B) Does he mean, not cool to make fun of overweight girls like that? (I'm over weight...)
C) Does he mean, not cool I really wanted to see you naked and it was gross and disappointing.
What's more likely.
I get she's a boy chaser. I know she is glad he clicked and she is probablythinking he wanted to see her naked. She's probably happy about that. I hate her and I don't care about her or her stupid, immature, self-depreciating "I'm a sex object" attitude.
I don't want to over-react to something but I feel completely betrayed. And I know the confrontation will be "you're crazy, get out, you hate all women, you don't want me to have friends, it was a joke," blah blah blah....
I realized on his birthday he had a birthday party, although online, and I wasn't invited or welcome.... And I.... I don't know what to think. I feel sick.
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