T made me feel better in a surprising way.

I'm meeting with T twice this week which is different from our usual one time weekly. I didn't tell him that a part of me is scared he will hurt me in some way. However I did express my general anxiety and hesitancy toward the second meeting.

T and I were talking about the whole Cinderella white horse thing. I said yeah a part of me keeps looking out my window for your white horse but... Then he said "After all these years I have not saddled up, it ain't gonna happen" ouch Usually I would get angry at him when he says the boundaries even as it is usually more tactful then that. It would hurt to even hear. But oh how great is was to hear him say that out loud. I feel like I can exhale about the meeting. It was great to hear and now I feel a lot better about our second meeting this week. It's great to know you can feel however you do and actions are all in bounds.

Go T you are awesome and I've got a bone to pick with whoever came up with that whole cinderella rescue the damsel mess.