I'm 12 years old, and ever since I can remember, I've found a LOT of things irritating. It got worse when I moved school, the people around me are generally noisy which makes me angry and I can't channel it. It's like they're pummeling at my personal bubble and all I can do is block it out by rocking (an action that takes me away from the real world) or pressing my hands over my ears. I can't deal with it, I have pent up anger and irritability that I end up releasing on my family because I'm too scared to deal with the causes of.
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