I am getting my work done, all of it, too much of it.
Tutors are not heartless cretins. One of mine hunted me down after class to try and get me to open up to him. The fact is I don't know how to express myself. I have a lot I want to say, but the words won't come out.
I see my tutors practically everyday, whereas I only see my counsellor once a week for an hour, so to me it seems perfectly rational to wonder if one of them will take the time to listen if I have something I want to get out. I wouldn't ever expect them to do anything more. I am a person with thoughts and feelings and if I'm having a difficult time, I want to know there's someone I can talk to. I tried to deal with it on my own, and with a counsellor, and it did not go well at all. I don't want a repeat of those events.
And Venus Halley, I resent your comment, and I'm sorry if you didn't mean it any sort of offence. Not once, anywhere, did I say I was trying to make up excuses for not getting my work done.
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