I talked to him today. He says he doesn't want anymore stress on me than necessary and that he's worried that I'll get like I was before, meaning suicidal. He thinks I'm trying to do too much and that I need to put my health before all else. What he doesn't understand is not having any control or any say about anything and every decision revolving around my bipolar is causing a huge amount of stress. I'm an extremely independent person and I don't like feeling like I'm painted into a corner.