I was alone a lot longer than i knew, even before he left us....I have been very happy on our own for the last few years....and I won't let anyone near her until we are both ready, but I miss the companionship of having someone I guess and I hate that so many men seem to think that just because I have a kid means that I am easy or needing to replace her parent....I don't know, but today has been a day of reflection for me, as it always is...I hurt more for my daughter's loss than mine...