YOu are normal! You have done a great job finding role models for yourself and getting the nurturing you need. You are becoming a fine woman and this is an especially difficult time in any young woman's life- but even more so for you with these circumstances. Have you asked this teacher if you could meet with here during study hall? Or maybe for 20 min after school? Even if this does not work out- you are a strong and creative young woman who continues to reach out to others. Please keep us posted. This is going to be a difficult holiday for you. Here's a hug from a new empty-nester mom