well im here again and yet im still not doing to well, i'll start off why first its suicide prevention week at my school, so i thought yay finally people who i can talk to WRONG the people who came to my school were jokes you could tell, i've had more cuts in one day then they have had their hole lives so talking was out of the question. next was when the teachers read on how to spot someone with depression.. it started out "think of your friends do any of them seem sad?" well i was out in the clear because i have NO FRIENDS. the after the paper i heard kids saying "oh this is a waste of time", " no one here is going to kill them selves" as i was cutting my self under my sweater like usual. i thought it was funny so i smiled and almost laughed at how close they were to me and how depressed i am, suicidal most of the time. then i went back to being sad again. but is this really a joke to other people? is it nothing that people kill themselves because of it? or is it just me?