I have severe Rheumatoid Arthritis, Sjogren's Syndrome, Hypothyroidism and Asthma. Strangely, my bipolar has improved as I have gotten sicker. Somehow learning to cope with constant pain and suffering, after about 7 years of suicidal depression over the illnesses, I managed to claim back a lot of my life. There are so many things I can't do anymore, which makes me appreciate the things I can do. I am on reasonably good meds, but my immune system is broken. I cannot take any bipolar meds, because of liver and kidney issues. I would go back on lithium but the kidneys can't take it.

My father just passed away, and the peace of God was also with me. I think God sustains me. I was a lot more miserable when I was healthy, but it was a LONG road back to finding peace.