Hmmmm... I thought about something....
I have automatic memory loss...self protection mechanism explained to me...
I take meds to further this affect too...
I have to write everything down, everything.
maybe that is why I have sooo many triggers.... a sudden smell, sound....anything...
I used to have serious flashbacks to the point I was literally in my past and came back to reality with MP's surrounding me....
Now it is feelbacks and vague memory/ images...
I think that is why I have such an emotional problem...

does any of this make any sense!?
Patricia