Hey guys I'm not in distress or anything, but felt compelled to share. Idk, maybe hoping one of you can relate...
My eyes and ears are doing weird things... Yesterday, the digits I had just written down lifted from the paper and shifted around, the computer screen looked like it was covered in fog and the info was jumping out at me! Today, nearly everytime i wrote ( at work i have to use a pc and bank statements to gather client info and write it down) i would write letters or dates that are not even infront of me! And then to add to insult, my usually brilliant concentration was waning, but really? Asking myself whats todays date 358 times? (yes folks 358, I checked) WTF, that's a bit excessive dontcha think?? And... there was a millisecond when I thought there was a roach on my top (nearly screamed) but then i saw it was just the bead on the draw-string. Lastnight i heard OLD grammophone music, like in the movies, but only in my left ear. And at work I keep hearing incorrectly, lucky i'm listening to convo's between colleagues and customers,so nobody's noticed yet. Also. If more than 2 ladies are on a call,or multiple phones ring simultaneously, I WANT TO SCREAM! It's like fricken auditory overload, so i sit there pressing on my ears. My family says i'm aggro and irritable, but i d0n't really see it (except if I must admit, my daughter's been getting on my nerves, just her presence irritates me sometimes) I've been sleeping solid hours, I'm not energetic, and my thoughts don't appear to be racing, so i've ruled out hypomania, and i guess that's exactly what lead me to share... Whatever this is, it's irritating, and causing me to put MUCH more effort into an otherwise mindless job i could ordinarily do in my sleep, as I make stupid mistakes! Argh end rant. Thanks for reading this jumble of nonsense! XOXO