Thanks! Recovery--yeah, but it's a loooooong road. I did say "progress" reports, didn't I? I think I've been trying to convince myself that the problem isn't what it really is, but a "behavior disorder" instead. Guess that even though I almost have to admit it now, there is still some denial. Just because I admit, doesn't mean I can confess right now. My next appointment should be interesting. Don't know if I am excited to go, or scared.