Now been indoors for months and just feel like a robot. I get up and watch TV ..go to bed.

I drink to calm my anxiety but it jus makes things so much worse the next day... My partner is trying to cope but when it gets too much I end up in tears and this is upsetting for him when he knows he cant make things right.

Christmas is just going to be the pits this year...Ive told everyone Im away...I cant face them and I dont have the finances anyway to get out and about.

So tired all the time ...and have no feeling other than stress and anxiety..