ask her to teach you how to do it...i said the same thing to my t about the things i missed growing up & the skills i never learned...she offered to show me how to do make up if i wanted to...

at 53...i suppose i could learn if i really wanted to...but while i feel bad about the things i have missed in life i doubt make up while it bothers me is really a skill i need since i have gotten this far without it....

but i did thank her for the offer...she has offered for other life skills too...things my parents should have taught me but never did...

jealous of her? maybe slightly but more sad that i have missed out on these things but yet proud that i have managed to make it this far on my own'

i don't fit in anyplace...never have...now honestly i don't worry about...i am me. it's who i am...too short, too fat, too me for any groups...my hair is too short, i'm a little too loud, dress a little too different, got a little too odd views on things etc....

i have strong views & opinions on certain topics. i will defend my friends to the death. hurt my dogs & i will hurt you. i am me...i like me...if you do that's fine. if you don't, well that's ok too.