Thank you Madisgram for prodding us to "check in." While I continue to go to AA meetings, I no longer identify myself as an alcoholic, even though my sobriety has only recently matured to the point where I can feel good and strong about it. There has been nothing linear about my recovery...I was a wreck 1.5 yrs ago and I have steadily regained my sobriety in fits and starts. Though it now seems to be complete, I remain vigilant for triggers and avoid the people and places which could precipitate a relapse.

AA is different things to different people. While I don't ascribe to the doctrinaire approach to alcoholism-particularly the notion that we must go through the rest of our lives with the label "alcoholic" affixed to us- I continue to go to meetings because I enjoy hearing about triumph over adversity, and our commonality within that struggle. I go because I love the heroism of its members, the courage it takes to stand up and take responsibility and acknowledge our frailty. I can honestly say that I love everyone there equally. Some have more compelling stories than others but all are equally courageous in their own way. Just showing up, as Woody Allen said, is 90% of success. I am grateful every day for the openness and compassion that are the hallmarks of any fellowship. And I mourn for those who continue to grapple with the mind-forged manacles that plague us all.

I wish all another 24 hours of clear-headed sobriety and peace of mind.