hi
I just had the most enlightening but also the most vulnerable counseling session ever.........
It's hard to describe. Basically I told my counselor about the whole struggle inside me between growing up and remaining a child. I can't do it anymore. I told her about how my internal littles take charge and keep me in a childlike mindset. I talked about how hard and painful it is for me to grow up......I just don't know what to do or how to do it. I'm tired of faking being an adult. I'm not. I may look like it, but really I'm only a child in an adult's body. Doesn't anyone understand this??????????? Am I alone in this and going crazy?? I just can't force myself to grow up anymore. I can't stand this. Can anyone else relate??
Toesquasher