I am so sorry things are so tough for you right now, I can understand how the same thing day after day can make you feel like a robot and it is hard for you to see how this can change. Have you seen a doctor or a therapist? I have seen a T for a while now and although it can be really hard, I know it is helping change my life.

Big changes can come from really small ones and I was just wondering if there was even a tiny bit of you that could allow you to do one small thing differently tomorrow?

Hugs to you - Soup