...I have had probly in actual fact over fifty jobs...all sorts of things to get me by.
some of the people I worked with were like emotional 'magnets' for me...
often they would attract to me...and I never changed much (bpd does his job and thats all)

but when they reverse themselves with problems...I would believe it was always my fault...so I would try even harder!

I was permanently pissed off with most of the people working around me....simply because they seemed to effortlessly share their ******** moods with me!

this would make or break me....

some people are just stupid ...but not us