Hi sofragile, thanks for sharing.

I have had episodes of SI and for me I know when I am in that place, my head is playing tricks with me - that self destructive part becomes more powerful and takes over. Now that my head is more in control I really don't want to SI and the scars although minor, look alien to me. I wish I didn't have them.

Do you know what feelings you had or anything in your life that has happened, that led to the SI? I don't know whether you have a T, but I think SI can be a hard thing to tackle on your own.

Please keep safe and if the wound is gaping consider medical attention - Soup