I had the best friend that i could ever have, and we got so close that we were practically as close as twins... and i blew it... i hurt her too many times by leaving or going after her in emails letting her know just what my thoughts and what i had been doing that i didn't think she saw and how i knew she was lieing and things... but... we went about it the wrong way.. and she took us back and stayed our friend for so long... then... she was the one to walk out on us this time... we took a break until her deal with her mom was done and was going to get back to our appartment life and was only going to be a few months... but... then we posted on the blog once that it was like we were just internet friends... then she used it against us... and we never ended up... moving back together.. we are both in our parents houses... *lip wiggles* states away now.. and... *cries* WE MISS HER SO BAD!!! shes... our twin.. I WISH SO BAD SHE WOULD JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE TRY, I WOULD NEVER LEAVE HER, I WOULD NEVER TAKE THE RELATIONSHIP FOR GRANTED NEVER AGAIN!!!! ... never... again...
i could never express how sorry i am...