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Dec 15, 2011, 08:03 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2011
Location: Io. Near Jupiter
Posts: 1,034
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Hello Nemo. .
Hang in there with the thoughts of the trigger, what triggers. Find a 'key'. The need to cut is something I lived with every day for so many years. It was never suicidal, never was I - or have I been truly suicidal. It was ...1 - a way to sleep. 2 - a way to find a release of the pain inside. 3 - an addiction. 4 - a way to punish myself for my own miss-adventures (how ever that need to interpritated), I was (and still am a good soul), but I for some reason needed to cut.
Once I begun I found what you are talking about. The not caring part of the actual act of cutting. Its been many years since I have felt the way I do now thanks to you all here in PC.
I do understand the addictive qualities of cutting, its really hard to not cut when in dispair. I have faith that we need not cut, you here in PC has helped me in ways in could never imagine.
I don't cut anymore for you, for friends, for members here (and guests); and 'For Myself.
Please take care Nemo.
See you soon.
*hugs*.
S
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