abusing drugs can cause this phenomena.
denial of drug abuse complicates the issue. protecting your stash is another.
the only solution is admitting you have a problem, imo.
how low are we willing to go before we get help?
it's suggested abusing drugs promises us jails, institutions and death.
i wish you well.
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