WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Just got out of our last session.

While it was bittersweet, it was hopeful, too, kind of. I don't know how to explain it. I'm going to miss the hell out of him, but in 2.5 years he's equipped me to face at least most of what life tosses at me without going into a tailspin over it. He cared about me enough to keep pointing out things that eventually translated into my learning to like myself as much as he does. I never, ever thought in my whole entire life that I would learn to have faith and confidence in myself, or be able to tolerate myself most days.

Truthfully, I owe the guy my life. I guess now my challenge is to take what he's taught me and apply it, and stand on my own two feet.

Sigh. Easier said than done.

Candy