I live in a small community and we only have one community based service that helps people with mental illness. I do attend a support group on occasion and I also see the couselor something, but sometimes I'm not sure how much that is helping. He diagnosed me with pssd, and told me to do some weird excercises so I can be able to read faces better (think I already do that well). I think most of my depression is related to the death of my father when I was 18. I feel like so many times I need a real man in my life who can be a model for the way I should be...strong and dilligent. Since I am a fairly attractive young girl most men cannot get around that long enough to get close to me.