Ok so here's the thing. It's part of what makes me believe I'm BP.

When I'm not on antidepressants, I cycle down very quickly and end up with involuntary suicidal ideation. When I am on antidepressants, I end up in a place where I don't really feeeel hypomanic or manic, but I DO have some hypersexuality going on. And sometimes it's risky promiscuity. And then I get down on myself b/c I'm with someone in a LTR, but doing this side-thing.

So tell me ... does anyone else have these kinds of issues, and how do you deal with them?