Alright, after reading this through and calming down, I definitely feel a little better. Open Eyes seems to make a lot of sense in the Self Worth thing, even though at the time I was feeling more scared of everything around me, including me at the time, and I guess I was just panicked, regardless of the assumption I was making in my head. Still, the signs I were concerned with could indicate something else. But I won't get into that, whatever happens will come with time. Sorry about the immaturity, but I'm a big believer in "Time and Place for Everything", and well, this seems like the best time and place. Not for immaturity of course, just the confused panic that could cause immaturity. Thanks again for the advice!