I wrote about this in another section and I have to write this here cause I am close to ending it all, please read:
..ever since I had a bad hair cut from my stylist who was good before I have had a panic attack non stop, they are severe too. They have been going on for 48 hours now and I have taken xanax and I can't seem to calm down, I am to the point that if this does not get better and since I am not married with no kids I am going to end it all.
I can't even eat right. Tonight was the biggest dinner that I had, mashed potatoes, other than that I just cant eat. I quite sugar cold turkey cause I am so afraid of these panic attacks and awful thoughts.
These panic attacks are making me super depressed and tomorrow I have deciided to go to the hair dresser and have her fix my hair right even thinking about that I am feeling so panicy cause I feel she will make it worse. I have had a phobia of getting my hair cut for so long, it is a grueling experience for me, I know I am weird.
I just want to know has anyone ever felt at the end of their rope cause of these panic attacks?.
OH and my pill doctor is really mean, I tried to call her and to ask her advice and and the secritary got my info (about my severe panic attacks) and then put me on hold for almost 10 minutes then put me through to some other doctor's voice mail right at 5pm (when office closed). I tried calling back and the office voice mail picked up.
I figure that if no one will care then why should I care about myself.
I hate these panic attacks so much, I really do
Why is this happening to me? My zoloft was working so well and I take a xanax nightly I was so happy and healthy, I hate this so much