I am so worried and frustrated and all these things I can't even figure out.
My kids and I are going to be losing our medical assistance as of Januray 1st because our "unearned income" is too high.
I don't know what to do, especially because I have no idea how to pay for my daughter to see her therapist and pdoc, and get her meds (she has adhd and is on Focalin XR, which has no generic, and regular focalin)
I don't know how I will afford to continue my therapy, dbt, pdoc and meds.
I can't keep fighting this fight. I just want to give up.

Cutting seems so appealing right now. I just want all the worry, the thoughts and the emotions to go away. I wish I could just not care. I want to cut so bad. I can't keep dealing with this stuff. I need it to go away