Binge drinking is still considered alcoholism, and I can say from experience that alcohol keeps your meds from working right. I think you should absolutely go to rehab and take a moment to think about the fact that you want to be well. You do want to be well right? That is why you went to your appt... I know it may sound harsh, but I think you will be surprised once you are clean and on your meds for a while. Good luck, I wish you health and happiness