I have tried the therapy route. I didn't like it. She just wanted to throw meds at me, and throw me into a program. I don't need it. Really, I don't.

I feel like everyone demands perfection. Everyone can see that I am crumbling inside yet they demand more and more. I strive for perfection, yet it is always just out of my reach. I shall aim higher. Why do people possess such penetrating eyes? They are condemming me! I always here "why would you do that, your so ...blah blah blah blah blah"!!! Why would they care? I am so horrible. I can never be good enough for them!

Sorry I am ranting. But here I can rant with privacy from those who think they know me so well!