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Dec 16, 2011, 10:04 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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Thanks guys,
Guess that's one constellation that other people are also dealing with it too....  I just can't shift it. Yesterday I was crying over stupid things and today I find it the same. I was in a supermarket and I get a text from my friend whom I am meant to be out with tonight for a Christmas gossip and exchange presents. She texts me at 1030am and says she is skinto and can't make it. We have booked a table at a resturant and I texted her on Monday as I know what she is like. So she has cancelled on me yet again. I am standing in the supermarket nearly in tears. Had to hold them back  Then I get home and Mum and I are sitting and she was telling me some really good news and I burst into tears and couldn't stop. My Mum starts asking if I feel sad or depressed and I said to be honest I don't know. I really don't know. My friend has just texted me now 3pm and said she can not make it she would need to ask for money from her boyfriend and she doesn't want to do that.... grrr!!!
She always forgets about going out with me hence the texting the week of the meal. I am really upset today. My Sister is not in house this weekend she is visiting her Boyfriend so I am left with my folks which is like every other day of the week. I am sick of this stupid life. Stupid emotions go away
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