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I feel for you...One of my sister's died almost 5 years ago and my dad hasn't been the same since...He has lost a brother and both parents, and about to loose his other brother, but there is no pain in the world that can compare to loosing a child...That is what he always says...At times, he's like a walking zombie...Going through the motions...
I'm sorry you lost your child...That has to be devastating...I can't imagine loosing my little one...I wouldn't know how you function...I feel like I would just fall apart and not want to leave to house....
Even though your child is not here with you physically, I strongly believe that he/she is with you, but you just can't see him/her...I believe that he/she will always be with you, just not in the physical sense...I believe in spirits...That when people die, they are still here but not in the physical sense....You just can't touch him or her...I'm going to google the title of this movie that I saw recently with Matt Damon...That movie will really open your eyes to just the mere possibility that once people pass, they are still with you...I believe in psychics and people who can see those who have passed to the other side....If my child died before me, I would try to contact her to give me some kind of sign to verify that she is still with me....***sighs*** I hope this doesn't sound like I'm crazy....And I know that doesn't bring your child back...But maybe, just maybe it will give you some kind of reassurance that he or she really isn't gone...And I'm sure that he/she is in a place where they don't feel pain and they are happy...There have been times that I've talked out loud hoping that my sister will hear me....***hugs***
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