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My elbow is a problem. I have medial and lateral epichondolitis in both arms. The slang terms are golfer's elbow for the medial (inner) elbow and tennis elbow for the lateral (outer) elbow. I never played golf or tennis, but many persons with these disorders haven't. My right elbow, laterally, has been sore a few weeks now. I have taken aspirin or Aleve, and I apply cold packs. Not using the elbow gives me total relief. The job is to take care of a young quadriplegic. I have a lot of experience with heavy duty nursing, and I used to like jobs that were very physical. It is unlikely that this would work out well for me. I haven't done this sort of heavy duty caregiving in a few years, and I have aged a lot during that time. (arthritis, etc.)
I don't know whether to just decline the assignment, or to go and see what happens. Some agencies really don't like a nurse to take an assignment and then walk away from it. It is also hard on the client and family. It makes them feel rejected.
I have something good to say. Last night by 10 PM, I had pulled myself out of depression. This morning I am in an okay state of mind. I had made so much progress, I don't want to backslide. I believe I can be alright, if I just keep doing things. I really am trying to change a longstanding pattern, and this morning - I succeeded. One day at a time, I will try.
Thank you for your post. I really want to not wimp out on things.
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