it was brave and couragous of you to share your story, thank you.
i too grew up in an abusive home, and it's not easy to move forward if you don't have the right support.
your hubby loves you, but can't understand what you've been thru cuz he had a "normal" childhood.
my hubby loves me, but i can't make him understand me when i use to have nightmares, flashbacks, or triggers. (thank GOD i don't anymore) he couldn't wrap his head around the idea that i would relive the abuse again or have hallucinations of brusies on my body. i would freak the heck out of him.
writing my emotions down, talking to my ma for not protecting me, and especially my faith is what is still healing me.
take the time to find support, being here is a great start, cuz you get to meet people that went thru what you did.
(((hugs)))
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