((((((SoFragile88))))))

Honey, you don't deserve this pain and misery.

Have you been working with a T, to help you at all? Take any anti-depressants? You should call your doc right now and tell them that you're feeling hopeless and miserable. You need some help to get you through the black hole surrounding you.

Please do call your doctor's office NOW. You shouldn't have to feel this way anymore. Those feelings and unshakeable thoughts are beyond miserable. You don't ever deserve to live a life of misery and inconsolable pain. Please believe me.

Very gentle hugs to you ~ don't wait any longer. Get help now. Okay? Please.