Just got a T...saw her last night & will be seeing her again Monday. I've wrote some things down so we can discuss how I've been feeling.

I'm not on anti-depressants & not sure if I will take them again. I don't have a doctor to call & I'm not so bad that I need to call 911. So i'm just sitting in class with these thoughts while feeling socially awkward & isolated from everyone here. I hate my life, dislike myself, & just hanging in here just because I can't hurt my sister by giving up. So here I am...just existing 8\