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Originally Posted by depressedalaskan
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Have you sat down with your mother to explane to her how you feel? I don't see a mother not loving her children. It might be that your illness is pushing you away from your family. Telling you she does not love you.
In my case I have or my illness has, pushed me away from my family also. I see this but I am very scared to change what I have done (or my illness has done). I am also not sure how to face this all. Yes I am on meds and have a shrink.
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I don't have any contact with her & when I had her phone number her work was more important than talking to her daughter. My other family is not my family. They gave hurt me & I've chosen to not be in contact with them because there's nothing beneficial to having them a part of my life...not after what they have done when I needed them the most.
Yes my illness has played a part in me not wanting anything to do with them because I'm hurt, but they don't care for me either way. No one has tried to reach out to me. No one has tried to see if I need anything. No one has offered to help me out. So I rather stay my distance even though it hurts to not have them.