Dreamer - please check out www.suicidal.com. It is a really helpful site and offers a lot of resources as well.

Suicide is not the answer and I know deep down that you know this, but I also know that you are hurting. You need some relief from pain, not from life itself, and there are other, better, options available.

Take a look at the site, ok; after all, you don't have to do anything at this moment, so decide not to make a drastic decision right now. Instead, focus on just getting thru. this minute, and then the next.

Let us continue to know how you are doing. Most fondly, Peanut

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