Yeah, there was a lot of positive there. I can't explain how deeply moved I am by how my T helps me through very painful memories. It ended up being more emotional than I expected but not horrible. It was good to talk about everything I brought up. We went very slowly and my story is being told in chronological order. T even suggested that we should go even slower. It may take many many sessions to get through it. I asked T if we could bury it when I'm done. She thought it will be possible. The funeral I've planned may happen after all. Although not usually a huge fan of ceremony, I plan on a very ceremonial session the day I can lay this story to rest.