Wow bats,
You nailed some of my crazy anxiety! I used to think our grandfather clock had something to do with allegators -just the ch-ch-ch (the second hand) reminded me of them. Thank goodness it's broken. And the foot out of the blanket!!! YES! I cannot sleep without a blanket covering me, even if it was 100 degrees. I have that same "something will get me"

Anyways, I'm sorry you are feeling this way now. I hope things are on the up and up once you get back in the routine. Can you set an alarm to remind you to take them?