Recently, a pdoc flipped me upside down and said she thought I had bipolar disorder.
Now, I laughed. Why? Because I always thought I was unipolar.
(Granted, I'm not the mental health pro). I told her my days go from "Bad.. to worse... To bad again."
She'd asked me if I ever had a hypomanic moment...
I said no... She said nothing else about it, and changed my meds.

3 weeks later:
I don't know if what this is IS a hypomanic episode.
I've been using vocabulary I don't usually use unless I speak in front of a crowd (which I do sometimes). I'm suddenly a bit hopeful about my future ().
I messaged a friend and told her how I thought I've been growing up and things I didn't think I'd catch myself saying.
Now, I'm essentially very freaked out.
What does this mean?