((((((((((( Friends )))))))))))))

Thank you so much for your replies. They help so much. They truly do.

I slept last night but I didn't rest because I had horrible night terrors. I am so tired, but I'm afraid to lay down and go to sleep. Rationally I know there are almost no people coming in and out of the building this time of night so his chance of getting inside the hallway is almost nil. That's the rational part of me. The fearful part is screaming, "Don't go to sleep!" Aargh.

He was fired today. He's had that job less than a month after quitting his last job in January. Even with a lawsuit, he can't pay for my expenses if he doesn't have a job.

I may go meet and talk with the Abuse counselor at the court house tomorrow. I'm not promising anything because my pdoc and counselor both feel he will disregard the law and come at me full force if I get him in trouble with the judicial system.

I will check the phone with each call and make sure he isn't calling before I answer. I do have caller id so that will help. If I hadn't been told he was calling to make payment arrangements I would have never picked it up last night.

Thank you for reading this. Thank you for caring.

Jan