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Originally Posted by SoFragile88
I don't have any contact with her & when I had her phone number her work was more important than talking to her daughter. My other family is not my family. They gave hurt me & I've chosen to not be in contact with them because there's nothing beneficial to having them a part of my life...not after what they have done when I needed them the most.
Yes my illness has played a part in me not wanting anything to do with them because I'm hurt, but they don't care for me either way. No one has tried to reach out to me. No one has tried to see if I need anything. No one has offered to help me out. So I rather stay my distance even though it hurts to not have them.
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You are good enough. Every child deserves to have loving parents. I don't know why some parents don't love their children, but I've finally figured out it isn't the fault of the child. Since you need and want love, please start by loving yourself and if you are able, reach out the hand of friendship to someone in your class who seems lonely. I grew up lonely and unloved and I still don't have the 'perfect' life but I no longer carry around that heavy burden of guilt and shame (this is what I felt) because my mother didn't love me. I send you love.
