No not really vet physical anymore. I just play a lot of pool. I know I want to exercise I just don't have the motivation. Like ive been laying in bed all day. It's 5:22. I couldn't really sleep much and if I do sleep its a light sleep. I had a nightmare. I can't stop having weird thoughts, and can't quit thinking about my ex girlfriend. I seriously think I'm going crazy. I feel so out of it when I wake up I can't think straight like I'm treating my dad bad just being irritable and I don't wanna be like this. I just want it to end. All of it.