Think that I've been hurt so many times that it's feel impossible to trust people. Move in with our grandparents to be safe. It wasn't. Go to a state hospital to keep us safe, Wasn't. So very time I thought that I would be safe it turned out I wasn't. I trust very few people. It took a few years to trust T. And still that's if'y on days. The days that I'm triggered more and switching more are the days I really become very paranoid. Because I don't know what I've done or said.

Monty